Chapter 9 The Kiss of Hunger
We barely had time to process the revelation in the Memory Sanctum before reality demanded our attention. The palace trembled around us, dust falling from the ancient ceiling as a distant boom echoed through the chambers.
"The Heart," Darian said grimly. "Ashryn must be attempting to reconfigure it."
"What does that mean?" I asked, still reeling from the memories we'd witnessed.
"It means we're running out of time." He took my hand, our contract markings illuminating at the contact. "Come. We must return to the upper levels."
As we hurried back through the winding passages, my mind raced with questions. The woman I had seen in the memories—my previous self—had wielded powers I couldn't begin to comprehend. If I truly carried her soul, her divine heritage, why couldn't I access those abilities?
"Your connection to your divine ancestry is dormant," Darian explained when I voiced this thought, once again demonstrating how our strengthened bond allowed him to sense my concerns. "It would take specific rituals to awaken it fully—rituals Ashryn will do anything to prevent."
We emerged from the hidden passage to find the palace in chaos. Blood-born rushed through the corridors, some clearly loyal to Darian, others to Ashryn. The divided court had erupted into open conflict.
Mira found us near the central hall, relief washing over her face. "My prince! Lady Elira! We feared you might be trapped in the lower chambers."
"What's happening?" Darian demanded.
"Ashryn has seized the Heart Chamber completely," she reported. "Elder Vesper has declared him the rightful heir, claiming your long sleep and human binding have compromised your authority."
Darian's expression darkened. "And the other Elders?"
"Divided. Elder Thorne and three others stand with you. The rest await the outcome before declaring loyalty." Mira glanced nervously over her shoulder. "There's more. Ashryn has announced a formal challenge to your rule—combat for the throne itself, not just verification of the contract."
I felt Darian's tension through our bond. "He moves quickly. He must have spies in the Sanctum who reported what we discovered."
"What do we do?" I asked.
"We rally those loyal to us," he replied decisively. "And prepare for confrontation."
The next hours passed in a blur of strategy meetings and hurried preparations. I found myself in Darian's war chamber, surrounded by his closest allies—Elder Thorne, Mira, Kael, and several blood-born warriors whose names I struggled to remember.
"Ashryn controls the eastern quarter and has barricaded the Heart Chamber," reported a scout, pointing to locations on a map spread across the table. "His forces number perhaps two hundred, including three Elders."
"And our strength?" Darian asked.
"Similar numbers," Elder Thorne replied. "Though many remain neutral, waiting to pledge to the victor."
I studied the map, noting the strategic positions marked throughout the palace complex. "This isn't just about the contract anymore, is it? This is civil war."
"It has always been about power," Darian said quietly. "The contract is merely Ashryn's pretext. He has coveted the throne for millennia."
As the others continued discussing tactics, I felt a strange sensation through our bond—a pulling, an urgency I couldn't identify. Darian felt it too; his eyes met mine across the table, a question in their crimson depths.
"You need to feed," I realized suddenly. The blood sharing ritual, the memory extraction, the looming conflict—all had taken their toll on him.
The others fell silent, clearly uncomfortable with this direct acknowledgment. Darian's expression remained controlled, but I could sense his hunger through our connection—a gnawing emptiness that grew sharper by the moment.
"We should continue this discussion later," Elder Thorne suggested tactfully. "The prince requires rest before confronting Ashryn."
One by one, they filed out, leaving Darian and me alone in the chamber. The tension between us had shifted, charged with something beyond the political crisis we faced.
"You're hungry," I said again, once we were alone.
Darian moved to the window overlooking the underground lake, his back to me. "It will pass."
"Will it? Or will it weaken you when you need your strength most?"
He turned, his eyes darker than usual, the contract markings on his skin pulsing visibly beneath his clothing. "What exactly are you suggesting, Elira?"
I approached him slowly, my heart racing. "The blood sharing strengthened our bond before. It might do so again."
"It's different now," he warned. "Now that we know what we are to each other, what we've been... the hunger is stronger. More complex."
I stopped before him, close enough to feel the cool energy radiating from his immortal form. "I'm not afraid."
"Perhaps you should be." His voice had dropped to a near whisper. "There is hunger for blood, yes, but there are other hungers awakening between us."
The admission hung in the air, acknowledging what had been building since the blood trial—a connection that went beyond the contract, beyond duty.
"I trust you," I said simply, tilting my head to expose my neck.
Darian's control visibly faltered, his eyes darkening further as they fixed on my pulse point. His hand rose to trace the line of my throat, feather-light and cool against my warming skin.
"Not like this," he said finally. "Not with hunger clouding my judgment."
Before I could respond, an explosion rocked the palace, much closer than before. We were thrown together by the force of it, Darian instinctively wrapping his arms around me protectively.
"They're attacking the western barricades," he growled. "Earlier than expected."
We rushed to the corridor outside to find chaos. Smoke filled the hallway as blood-born warriors engaged in combat—some with weapons, others with claws and fangs fully extended in their true forms.
"My prince!" Mira appeared through the smoke, a cut bleeding on her cheek. "They've broken through the outer defenses. Ashryn leads them personally."
Darian's expression hardened. "Get Elira to the safe chamber. I'll hold them here."
"No," I protested. "I'm staying with you."
"This isn't a debate," he snapped, the stress of battle and hunger making his tone harsh. "You're still learning about your abilities. In combat, you're vulnerable."
Another explosion shook the corridor. The fighting was getting closer.
"Go with Mira," Darian ordered, his eyes pleading even as his voice commanded. "Please."
Our bond pulsed between us—his concern, my frustration, and beneath it all, fear for each other's safety. Finally, I nodded.
"Be careful," I said, touching his arm briefly.
"Always." His expression softened momentarily before hardening again as he turned toward the approaching conflict.
Mira led me through a series of back passages, away from the main fighting. "The safe chamber connects to escape tunnels if needed," she explained. "You'll be protected there until the prince secures the palace."
"And if he doesn't?" I asked quietly.
Her expression tightened. "Let's focus on one crisis at a time."
We had just reached a narrow staircase when figures emerged from the shadows ahead—two blood-born warriors I didn't recognize, their eyes gleaming with predatory intent.
"The human contract holder," one of them hissed. "Lord Ashryn will be pleased."
Mira pushed me behind her, drawing a slender blade from her belt. "You'll have to go through me first."
"With pleasure," the second warrior growled, lunging forward.
What followed was a blur of supernatural speed and violence. Mira fought with surprising skill for someone I'd primarily known as an administrator, her blade flashing in the dim light. But she was outnumbered, and these warriors were clearly combat-trained.
One of them landed a vicious blow that sent her crashing into the wall. As the other moved toward me, I felt something stir within—not just fear, but a flicker of the power I'd glimpsed in the Memory Sanctum. The contract markings on my skin warmed, responding to my desperate need.
Acting on instinct, I thrust my hand forward. To my shock, the approaching warrior was thrown backward as if hit by an invisible force. The markings on my arm blazed with crimson light.
Mira stared at me in astonishment before recovering quickly and engaging the remaining attacker. Together, we managed to subdue both warriors, though the effort left me trembling with exhaustion.
"How did you do that?" Mira asked as we continued our journey, more cautiously now.
"I don't know," I admitted. "It just... happened."
"Your divine heritage," she murmured. "The memories must be awakening more than just knowledge."
We finally reached the safe chamber—a well-appointed room with reinforced doors and no windows. Several other blood-born were already there, including Kael and a few I recognized from Darian's inner circle.
"Where is the prince?" Kael asked as we entered.
"Holding the western approach," Mira replied. "What news from elsewhere?"
"The northern and southern quarters remain contested," one of the others reported. "Elder Thorne has secured the Council chambers, but Ashryn's forces control most of the eastern palace now."
Hours passed in tense waiting. Occasionally, messengers would arrive with updates on the fighting, but there was no word from Darian. Through our bond, I could sense he was alive but struggling—his hunger growing, his strength waning despite his formidable power.
"I need to go to him," I announced finally, standing from the chair where I'd been restlessly waiting.
"Lady Elira, the prince was clear—" Mira began.
"I don't care," I interrupted. "Our bond is weakening. He needs me."
Before anyone could stop me, I was out the door, following the pull of our connection through the winding corridors of the palace. The sounds of battle had quieted in this section, suggesting the fighting had moved elsewhere.
I found Darian in a small antechamber off the main hall, alone and visibly exhausted. Blood—his own and others'—stained his clothing, and the contract markings on his skin pulsed erratically.
"Elira," he growled when he saw me, anger and relief warring in his voice. "I told you to stay in the safe chamber."
"And I chose not to listen," I replied, approaching him cautiously. "You're hurt."
"It's nothing." He straightened, wincing slightly. "The wounds will heal."
"Not without blood," I countered. "You're weakening. I can feel it."
His eyes darkened. "Don't."
"Don't what? Don't acknowledge the obvious? Don't try to help you?" I moved closer, frustration overriding caution. "This stubborn nobility isn't helping either of us."
"You don't understand what you're offering," he said, his voice dropping dangerously. "Not just blood but intimacy. The hunger I'm fighting isn't solely for sustenance."
The admission hung between us, charged with all the unspoken tension that had been building since the blood sharing. I stepped closer still, until barely inches separated us.
"I understand more than you think," I said softly. "The memories we saw—they weren't just yours. I felt what she felt—what I felt—for you then."
His control visibly wavered, his hand rising to cup my face with exquisite gentleness despite the battle raging within him. "And what was that?" he asked, his voice barely audible.
"Everything," I whispered. "Loyalty. Trust. Desire. Love."
The last word seemed to break something in him. With a sound that was half growl, half surrender, he pulled me against him, his mouth finding mine in a kiss that stole my breath. It was desperate and tender all at once, centuries of longing compressed into a single moment.
The contract markings on our skin illuminated brilliantly where we touched, casting the small chamber in crimson light. I felt his hunger—for blood, for connection—surging through our bond, matched by my own growing desire.
His lips traveled from my mouth to my jaw, then lower, pausing at my throat where my pulse hammered. "Elira," he murmured against my skin, a question and warning in one.
In answer, I tilted my head, offering what we both knew he needed. "Take what you need," I whispered. "I trust you."
His fangs pierced my skin with surprising gentleness, the initial sting giving way to a sensation unlike anything I'd experienced—pleasure and connection so intense it bordered on overwhelming. The contract markings across my body blazed with light as our bond deepened beyond what the ritual blood sharing had created.
Through the connection, I could feel his struggle for control—the predator wanting to take, the man determined to protect. I held him closer, fingers threading through his hair as he drank, each pull of his mouth sending waves of sensation through my body.
When he finally withdrew, it wasn't with the clinical precision of the ritual but with lingering kisses that traced back up my neck to my mouth. This time when he kissed me, I tasted the metallic sweetness of my own blood on his lips.
"If you truly only wanted to drink my blood," I whispered against his mouth, echoing the words from the prophetic outline of our story, "you wouldn't be kissing me."
He pulled back slightly, his eyes now bright crimson, fully restored by my blood. His thumb traced my lower lip as he studied me with an intensity that made my heart race.
"My hunger for you has never been only for blood," he admitted, voice rough with emotion. "In this life or the last."
I moved to kiss him again, but he suddenly tensed, his head turning toward the door. "Someone's coming."
We separated just as Mira burst into the chamber, her expression urgent. "My prince! Ashryn has breached the Council chambers. Elder Thorne is cornered."
The moment between us shattered, reality intruding with brutal efficiency. Darian's expression shifted immediately back to the warrior prince, though his hand lingered on mine for a heartbeat longer than necessary.
"We must go," he said, the renewed strength from my blood evident in his posture. "Elder Thorne cannot fall."
As we prepared to rejoin the battle, Darian paused, his eyes meeting mine with an intensity that made the chamber seem to disappear around us.
"This isn't finished," he said softly, a promise in his voice. "When this conflict ends—"
"When," I agreed, touching his face briefly. "Not if."
He captured my hand, pressing a kiss to my palm where the contract markings pulsed in time with my heartbeat. "When," he echoed. "And then we'll determine what this bond truly means—not just as prince and contract holder, but as Darian and Elira."
With that promise hanging between us, we followed Mira into the corridor, the taste of our first true kiss still lingering on my lips, the puncture wounds on my neck a physical reminder of how completely our fates were now intertwined.